Here’s another “where I’m at” post and what I’ll be doing in the future creative wise and this blog. To pick up from my last post, on Monday 14 June 2021, I had an existential crisis of sorts. It happened at nighttime and to the next morning. I was really questioning my ‘foundation’ of life. I wasn’t suicidal, I just had some serious questions about the future. In the end of it all, it was just a bad mental health day. I certainly had quite a few of those, and I will have quite a few more. I suppose we cannot be our best everyday. My post Troubles with the Curve addresses this. The post title is also a movie Clint Eastwood directed and starred in, I want to watch that movie soon. Need another baseball flick to be interested in.
After I was done questioning my life, I had taken a look at a short interview with Jim Carrey in 2017. Some say he was having an existential crisis himself during the interview. I think that would be a good time for one to have a crisis of that sort during a fashion show. Why not? Here it is:
In 2015, Jim Carrey did lose an ex-girlfriend to suicide, he had attended the funeral and was one of the pallbearers. I suppose things went to a different perspective for him. I have lost an ex-girlfriend myself last year in 2020.
In the end, most of us have our bad mental health days. But I suppose something or somethings can happen for one to question life in general. Like myself with the Covid-19 lockdowns coming to an end. Another interesting thing I like to add is while dealing with my crisis, I played a four games of Rocket League and I got two Hat Tricks and one game with two saves. Next time I having a mental crisis, I’ll play Rocket League!
I’ve said in a previous post that WishesNetwork has come to an end on 7 Jan 2021. I really don’t have any ambitions to continue with it unless I’m approached for some kind of reward. I have recently subscribed to a pay internet channel called Nebula. Say if Nebula was interested in my EAS/News scenarios and wanted me to make more. They don’t have to pay me much, I’d bite and go back to doing EAS scenarios.
I went to a family party (a cousin of mine graduated) and somebody asked me if I was writing another book. I said, I have my best intentions to write books six and seven, just before the year 2030 arrives. So I got 8.5 more years left to get books six and seven done. Heh-heh. Besides, I don’t think too many people are interested in a Robbee Thomas book (I write the books with Robbee, there is a Robbie Thomas whose a psychic and wrote books). And I’m not so interested in a Robbee Thomas book.
I had mentioned my lack of intentions with creativity a few posts ago. So, I won’t be addressing this anymore. Feel like a broken record. I did get a Super Human Intelligence Towards Exile song done. And I have some intentions to make a website for the “band.” I have thought of getting into coding again, but it’ll be a two days out of the seven per week if I do.
Peace, Love and Fractions.
Robbie (or Robbee) Thomas