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I thought about doing that, but I also heard from a few folks that they were ending the job and, therefore, send me somewhere else, terminate my employment, or otherwise make me a supervisor. The company that I worked for had been asking line managers and even techs to jump into supervisor positions, and I feared they would eventually do that to me. So at the end of it all, I painfully said no. And went back to a job that anybody can do. One of the other reasons I also said no is that I was eligible for a full Process Tech job, which I later got in late June.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But during that time, from late April to late June, I found myself fuming at the very idea of how I had this good job and something had to go wrong. &#8220;We have a problem here.&#8221; Of course, life comes with problems, and some reading this might say that I&#8217;m just a little bitch pissing and moaning. Perhaps I am&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I got the Process Tech Job, and it was a tough one to learn most things. I know I stepped on some toes and made a few people upset. I kinda felt like Cory from Trailer Park Boys, a dumbo fucking things up. Or a better comparison, Officer Tina Hanlon of The Shield season 5 and 6, always fucking up. And I was told that some higher-ups at my job had discussed my poor performance around fall time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-rich is-provider-twitter wp-block-embed-twitter\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\" data-width=\"500\" data-dnt=\"true\"><p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">I&#39;m like Officer Hanlon from <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/hashtag\/TheShield?src=hash&amp;ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">#TheShield<\/a> at my job. Fucking things up. Problem is that she&#39;s pretty, I&#39;m ugly!<\/p>&mdash; Robbie Thomas (@RobbeeWrite) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/RobbeeWrite\/status\/1225579471211769856?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">February 7, 2020<\/a><\/blockquote><script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>During late April to late June and even a few troubling days, I found myself thinking about saying fuck it and go to Las Vegas&#8230; and never return. There was no serious plan; I would take the auto-pay off of my utilities, my rent, and take care of a few loose ends. Then, I would text a few family and friends and tell them I love them, but I&#8217;m going to Vegas, and I ain&#8217;t coming back and next destroy the phone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There was no Vegas plan besides taking all my money and having some of it transferred to a bank while I have a few spending dollars for fun. When I run out, head to an ATM and get more (trying to avoid fees). I was going to rent a motel room weekly and blow my savings on cocaine and hookers. I was going to do psychedelic drugs and bang all the cougars who were willing to sell themselves. Would I try to find a job? I probably would. If someplace in Vegas was running Otto Robots, I suppose I had some experience in that, heh-heh. Otherwise, who knows. And yes, suicide was also a thought. Do some hard drugs and fall asleep, never to wake up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>All the way into late February, I became better at the Process Tech job and calling for help a little less. I was able to run routines on a Fanuc Robot when it messed up. However, during that time, I saw what was going on in Italy due to the Covid-19 crisis. And I thought what was going on there was going to happen here eventually. And I might be losing my Process Tech job and perhaps overall my employment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In mid-March, I got a call from the HR office and met a kind black gentleman who told me the great news that after the proposed layoff my company was having, I would return to operations, back to a job that anyone could do. This wasn&#8217;t a surprise to me. The person who told me the great news was kind, and I&#8217;m not angry at him about it, just like the woman who gave me the bad news in late April. Shit happens&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>During that time, the layoffs were officially starting on March 19th, and they were looking to start production on March 31. I knew that wasn&#8217;t going to happen, and I thought we would come back in late April at best. I was a month off; we returned in late May. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the person who replaced me as the Jr. Process Tech still has the job. 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